I guess a lot of us had a similar reaction to last week’s
assignments. I discovered that the word "fate" has been used 44 times
in the past 11 posts. While this may sound unoriginal, I too have been thinking
about fate a lot. I had a pretty shitty fall semester, and I often found myself
asking, “Why is this happening to me?” as if I would get an answer. After
watching “The Monster at the End of this Book” I understood how out of control Dean
and Sam must have felt. Believing, until that moment in the comic store that
they were the deciders of their own fate, only to realize that they’re merely
pawns in someone else’s grand plan must have been terrifying. They must have
wondered what their purposes were—whether they’re unique individuals or completely
lacking control over their actions. You could see their shared fear that
something more powerful than anything they had ever encountered could be
controlling them.
Shakespeare’s great works center around the idea of fate,
how “All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players.” This
theme has been running throughout literature for centuries. In An Occurrence at Owl Creek Bridge we
read Farquhar’s story. He, like most of us never realizes his own fate. He
believes he is speaking to a confederate solider when in reality he is being fated
to die. Farquhar decides to destroy the bridge, but in reality did he even have
a choice? Ambrose Bierce wrote his story, so Farquhar never stood a chance. His
fate was decided before Bierce began writing. I like to believe that I do have
a say in my future and my life isn’t as staged as Farquhar’s. After all, if
every action we take and every decision we make is already decided for us, what
point is there in existing?
I see that someone else posted a John Lennon quote, which
made me think of this one: “Life is what happens while you are busy making
other plans.” I think it’s best to embrace that, but also know that you are the
decider of your destiny. I think what John Lennon meant, what Dean and Sam come
to realize, and what Farquhar portrays is that we shouldn’t get caught up with
the small stuff.