The novel began by describing many stories, and then
proceeded to inform the reader that not all of these tales were true. Though I
felt slightly betrayed, I could understand what the author was alluding to. The
story of a soldier who went AWOL and fell in love with a Red Cross nurse, only
to return to war because he wanted the "hurt back" (34), and the tale
of the soldiers who heard Vietnam "talking" (60) were too longwinded
to be true. The descriptions and conclusions that were added made them sounds
like stories soldiers enjoyed to say to one another to pass time. The short
stories though, the ones that were stripped of all their decorative adjectives
and provided the listener with no concrete finale, were the tales that I found to be the most truthful.
The story
of Ted Lavender, who was shot and then was "Boom-down like cement",
made me feel something different (6). Immediately after reading that sentence,
I knew it had to be accurate. Feelings of horror and disgust streamed through
my blood and straight to my stomach. That sentence, Boom-down like cement, somehow circumvented my
objective and analytical mind and stirred all of my emotions. My mind did not
need to process this, to question its validity, because all I needed to know
was right there: Boom-down like cement. No one was trying to make me believe he
died for a reason or trying to convince me that his death was unique because
there was no need to. The facts alone were enough to convince me that this
happened. O'Brien wrote that "a true war story, if truly told, makes the
stomach believe" (74). A true story hits your guts and "boom-down
like cement" makes you a believer without any other evidence.
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